You’re welcome on the ear worm. I’m noticing that I still have visitors despite having not updated this blog in quite some time. I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do about it but I wanted to do something so here’s a post. I should probably work more at getting this site up and actually having content… we’ll see.
Not much to say about the first five months of the year (well, four, but it’s almost May, so..) – I lost my friend Gale in January (her cancer returned, this time terminal). I broke my hand a week before her funeral on January 27th, and in March something happened but I don’t recall (unless you want to know the logistics of the GI issue that sent me to hospital). April wasn’t any better – my mother made a suicide attempt and was missing for 36 hours (full-on police search, she was in the news, etc). Now as May is coming up, I’m hoping the only ‘big’ thing is the fact that I’ll be 29 in two weeks.
Some positives: I’m still in DBT even though I’m a bit ‘stuck’ or perhaps they’re right in treatment-resistent depression. I started CPT last week and am working on that as well. Not sure if I’ll continue my mental health blogging over at Nixy Interrupted (which is equally as un-updated because no1curr to listen to someone’s negativity on the internet) or move here.
My kitty-face is turning 2 today, and otherwise… I mostly spend my days sleeping, working on therapy, or gaming. I’m boring as hell, and you know you’re avoidance of past trauma is high when you have to bug your fiancé at 3am to help you remember events in a certain order.